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Jun. 12th, 2014

A different kind of sexual identity crisis

Tonight's musing/thought organization is going to be about society and sexuality.

Click here to read more of me over-thinking things againCollapse )

May. 14th, 2014

Musing on Social rules regarding age differences (also, Real life: cont'd)

Ultimately continued from my previous post about asking someone out/getting asked out by someone:Collapse )

May. 7th, 2014

So this happened today...

I nearly got asked out by someone. I say 'nearly' because he clearly expressed interest without actually asking. Which actually kind of pisses me off, because I totally would have said yes, but leaving me to do the definitive action? Yeah, not so great an idea if you actually what something to happen.

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Apr. 22nd, 2014

SPN 9x18 Coda: 'A lesson in futility'

Title: A lesson in futility
Rating: G
SPOILERS/Warnings: 9x18 coda [highlight to read for specifics] Centers on Castiel’s thoughts/feelings after seeing Gabriel’s phantom
Word count: minimal (<200)
Author’s note: Alternate title is “Castiel just can’t catch a break,” since it turns out Castiel’s suffering is what causes my muse to kick me into writing again, even if it is just an itty bitty drabble while half asleep after a very long day at work. Also, this ficlet is spawned by the thought that I expect Castiel feels very similarly to the rest of us…

Summary [non-spoilery/you’ll only get it if you’ve seen it]: “Castiel scanned the gathering, his smile becoming strained when he didn’t see the face he foolishly expected to see.”


Castiel watched the Winchesters drive away...Collapse )

Mar. 28th, 2014

Real Life (cont'd)

This is yet another cathartic post about real life and how it's making my feelings ping-pong so much it's making my head hurt so continue to read the mad ramblings at your own riskCollapse )

Mar. 19th, 2014

Personal life ramble

I know I haven't even posted to here in years (I do have a folder full of WIP fanfics that I just haven't been able to finish; hopefully my muse will revive from the whole undergraduate beating soon and I can finish some and post them), and that I doubt anyone will even be by read this, but I just feel the desperate need to put my thoughts somewhere, and, considering any attempts to post any of my feelings on a forum such as FaceBook has led to my family giving me lectures about how it's unprofessional and I'm just being a selfish drama queen and blah accusations blah, this is the only place I can go where nobody in real life knows I'm here.

Follow this way if you would actually care to read the ramblings of a mad <s>college student</s> college-graduateCollapse )

May. 22nd, 2011

Results of 6x22 breaking my heart

Title: When we Burn
Author: falcytan_dream
Rating: PG
Characters/Pairings: Dean and Castiel (relationship status to your discretion), a mention of Sam
Warnings: Character death, lack of anything happy
Spoilers: random scene set some time after 6x22/season 6
Word Count: ~640
Disclaimer: This is Gamble&Co.'s sandbox, I'm just playing in it. I'm also not creative enough to have come up with Linkin Park's "The Catalyst", from which the title for this fic was inspired; That was all them.

Summary: The one weapon that could save him was found by the righteous man. And the righteous man saved him once again.

A/N: I haven’t had the time nor the motivation to write anything in the past forever, and then 6x22 happened. And naturally, it couldn’t be something fluffy and sweet. Nope, The Boys + Castiel just keep being depressing and tragic. In fact, the title of the document on my computer is “F U, 6X22”. *weeps*
Also, the title is from the Linkin Park song “The Catalyst.” It seemed appropriate.

It is unbeta’d. So feel free to kindly yell at me [myself being a grammar nazi] for any mistakes.

~

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Dec. 12th, 2010

Fic: A Prince and A Merlin

Title: A Prince and a Merlin
Rating: PG
Genre: Gen, angst, Arthur-finds-out, transformation, h/c
Spoilers/Warnings: nothing specific, although one scene is supposed to be set right after 2x10
w/c: ~3.4k
Disclaimer: If the BBC had let them be mine, the show would have more hugging. Tru fax.

Summary: He is never without a Merlin, even when the man cannot be with him.

'He needs to be near the falcon, who shares the name of a man he wants to forget but needs to remember.'Collapse )

Oct. 9th, 2010

[Resolved] LJ needs to stop being such a clotpole

So I'm trying to post my latest fic, which isn't longer than 3.5k words, even with the notes and such, and LJ keeps complaining that it's too large to post. WHAT IS THIS MADNESS???? I've seen posts with over twice as many words/characters, so why won't this post? I've even tried cutting it in half and making the fic in two parts, but even THAT is too big.
And it isn't because of my internet, as LJ FAQs say, because I've tried it on two separate internet connects.

Does anyone know what the problem could POSSIBLY be, and/or how to fix it????


It turns out I just fail at computer speak. Which I already knew, but it's nice to have it confirmed every once in a while.
Also, Thank You LJ FAQs and the wonderful people stalking the Help Requests. =)

Aug. 8th, 2010

SPN: Worth the Price

This little plot-bunny smacked me at around 1am the morning after I heard the news from Comic-Con about ssn6. I had to write it down, regardless of the fact that I had to get up for work early the next morning.
For some reason, depressing myself is worth the lack of sleep. *shrugs*

Title: Worth the Price

Warnings/Spoilers: Post-ssn5, mostly spoilers for 5x23, in addition to ssn6 info from Comi-con regarding plans for ssn6Collapse )



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